Evil Me....

When people made mistakes, what punishment would be the best? Physical or mental?

Will I be able to amend for the mistake (which I have the intention in covering, thinking that everything would be okay eventually....evil me) and gain back the trust from the one who has been trusting me all these while?

It's gonna be a long way despite he's not saying anything...but I can somehow sense the disappointment in his tone.

I really hate myself for all this...why couldn't I be braver in the first place?

Evil evil me....I should be burnt in hell.....