Now...I know

Learning from mistakes is a very painstaking experience. Especially when a similar mistake perviously made by you had been made by another person and now you would be the one doing the reprimanding.

You can really feel the disappointment to know that the person is not doing what he/she is supposed to do.

Now...I know.

Knowing it now is not the same as knowing how disappointing the person was when you were the one making the mistake.

Now...I know.

I can be forgiving but the disappointment still remains. I guess this is how my boss is still feeling now when I was the one making a mistake which I was not supposed to make.

Now...I know.

He is still disappointed with me even though he forgave me while I am still disappointed with my co-worker when I am prepared to forgive him for the mistake made.

The feeling still remains.

Disappointment, lots and lots of disappointment lingering...

This is a reminder to me.

Yes, it is difficult to put yourself into other's shoe unless you have had the taste of what it's like to be in other's shoe.

But, must it really be this way? No, it doesn't have to be in this way.

All great things start from small beginning.

On the contrast

All disasterous situations MUST END from small beginning as well.


Now...I know.