Falling apart...

Came to work during noon time and now still feeling a little spaced out since the whole body + my hands and legs don't seem to coordinate with my brain nerves.

Haiz~ I guess the relapse was caused by spicy noodle that I've had last night and I think my mom really got frightened by the sudden attack.

Felt like an old lady during last night when I couldn't even walk properly, even now, I still cannot really feel my shoulders and neck.

What is wrong with me?

55 minutes before calling it for the day. Quick! Quick! Quick!

Ups and Downs....

I've finally gotten my first 'driving experience' yesterday! Yipee! ^_^

Although the distance was only from the doorway of my office going straight and then a left turn (that was my limit, because there would be a huge up-slope ahead and then straight into the main road) and I was driving in gear..2? :P I felt proud of myself. Because it was a lorry that I was driving!!! Hehehee....

When we were at Ave 1, my colleague drove into the carpark and asked me to drive myself home from there....but I rejected. First of all, there was a down-slope at the junction if I suay suay kena red light there I would have difficulty in making a left turn since I don't really have the full confidence in controlling the clutch considered the fact that it had been like three months since I've gotten my lic. Wouldn't want to take the risk especially when it was a lorry we are talking about.

Secondly, I don't have a P-plate with me, so it would still be risky if a CISCO or TP happened to pass by and spot a lady driving a lorry at gear 2 and yet WITHOUT a P-PLATE!

Well, I can say that I was feeling very excited already even though it was a very short drive. My colleague said he would allow me to drive within the industrial park during Saturdays so that I can get used to the controlling of the clutch and acceleration...so kind of him...hehehe...

Last but not least, I was pretty relieved to see that the D&J crisis was finally over (*gulped*) and hopefully D would change for the sake of their future. Had missed my CSI-NY last night because of this issue, partly also because I was so sotong to think that it was a Monday night so I don't even bother to switch on the TV. It was until 10 p.m. then I realised that it was a TUESDAY NIGHT!

So, I stayed up till 1 a.m. to watch the repeat telecast....tired tired...because during Monday night, I was on a marathon SMS with 'J' concerning their issue until 2 a.m. and the shocking information received from her + the tea that I've had drank around 11++ (ya...i know, itchy butt for me to drink such strong tea at that hour....) didn't really help too much with my sleep. Consecutive two late nights after recovering from my ribcage saga. Perhaps, I've slept too much for that past three days, so I need to pay back huh? Hehehe....

Today would be CSI - Las Vegas....would I be able to catch the 9 p.m. telecast? Let's see how...if not, it would be three consecutive late nights for me...haiz~

Okay, got to get back to work

Ja ne!

PS: Aitian-chan! Thank you very much!!!!!

Don't really know....

Gosh! I am really feeling very tired...why am I feeling so tired when those damn things don't really concern me? Don't really know...

Another Time, Another Kiss - Chapter 13

Irie Naoki was back in his office even when it was his day off.

Throughout all these years, the little office was his shelter, ironically it was also a place where those painful memories kept intruding his mind.

" What is your dream?"

" My dream is simple...If Irie-kun were to become a boss, I would be your secretary."

" If irie-kun were to become a doctor, I would be your nurse."

"Baka."

Naoki muttered softly as his eyes fixed blankly to the plain looking piece of cement above him. "Be my nurse indeed..."

A bitter chuckle was heard and the man had no realization of his already wet and swollen eyes.

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" Please take these urine samples to the laboratory for testing." Doctor Uchiyama instructed after passing a tray of urine samples to Michi.

" Hai!" Michi took the tray and proceeded towards the door but was stopped by the doctor.

"My record here says that there should be another trainee. Am I right?" Michi gasped for she thought Kotoko had arrived earlier than her since she didn't manage to catch Kotoko in their room during the morning.

" Err…" Michi was speechless, not knowing whether it was appropriate to cover up for Kotoko.

BANG!

Without any warning, the door had flew open and hit Michi right from behind.

"Urghh!" Michi groaned in disgust with the realisation that her uniform was drenched with the urine samples inside the test tubes.

"Gomen nasai! I didn't know that you were behind the door." Kotoko quickly apologized and tried to dry Michi's uniform with her handkerchief.

I knew it! Pairing up with her would bring nothing good but trouble.

Michi shook her head, feeling totally defeated by her miserable fate. "Stop it. You are only making it worse!" Michi complained.

"GOMEN NASAI! HONTOUNI GOMEN NASAI!" Kotoko apologized out loud.

The two ladies were getting so caught up with their 'urine disaster' that they were totally disregarding the presence of Doctor Uchiyama, who stood numbly behind his desk for he too, was shock by Kotoko's sudden entrance.

"Err hem…I suppose you are the other trainee nurse?" Doctor Uchiyama asked after finding back his voice.

"Hai! I am Aihara Kotoko." Kotoko quickly stood upand made a ninety degree bow.

"Why are you late?"

"Err…I was in the wrong room just now and not realizing it until they were going to the operating room..." Kotoko stuttered out her explanation.

"Expected." Michi muttered under her breath but quickly held on to it again when the urine strench on her uniform got stronger.

"Hmm…that's a lame but interesting excuse. Good try." Doctor Uchiyama commented, not aware of the high probability of this incident if the person happened to be the infamous Aihara Kotoko.

"But.." Kotoko wanted to explain further but was intercepted by the doctor. "I shall let you off this time, but if you are late again tomorrow, it will be reflected in your report. Do I get myself clear?"

"Hai!"

That was the first conversation between Aihara Kotoko and Uchiyama Takashi.

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Naoki's eyes fluttered open after a knock was heard on his door.

"Come in."

"Konbanwa." A nurse greeted after entering the office. "You have a fax from the Osaka Hospital." The blushed nurse quickly informed before passing the piece of paper to Naoki.

"Anything else?" Naoki asked when he realised that the nurse had no intention of exiting the premise.

"Er...no." The nurse decided to swallow her dinner invitation for she noted a streak of impatience in his tone. As soon as the nurse was out of the office, Naoki started reading the content.

"Uchiyama Kyoko?" Naoki frowned hard as he recited out a familar name from the patient column.

.....To be continued.

Picking up...

I think I am going to have a throat infection....and I couldn't really think of a reason for not getting the infection.

First of all, I was practically shouting and crying almost the entire day and night, then I had a chunk of white chocolate during late last night, fully aware that my body was already overheated with all the chips and fried food I had had during the past few days.

Missed my favourite CSI last night...sad...because I was busy doing some registration on the jobdb and jobstreet in the computer and listening to the advice given by my bro about job application.

The future ahead is really bleak, but one thing for sure is that I am not feeling as frighten as before and that's quite a comfort.

No matter what, I would pull through even if it means that I have to struggle...but who wouldn't struggle in life?

Ganbarimasu!

Memories Merging....

Have moved some of my entries from livejournal to this blog since I just want to keep one blog.

Wow, didn't realise that it was 3 years ago that I've started blogging online...how time flies...

Time is running up...will move the rest next time...

Everyone is special

From now on, I am going to remind myself not to grumble too much (even inside my heart) for I think too much grumbling/complaining might just make your life even more miserable.


"沒 事 別 去 找 事 ﹐ 有 事 就 別 怕 事 "

Very true, very true and it made me ponder a lot.

In life, we don't really know what we will be encountering the moment we open our eyes in the morning, may it be good or bad, have we ever wonder what are the factors determining if we should have a very good day, a good day, semi-good day, a very bad day, bad day or semi-bad day?

When it rains, we complain.
When the sun is always there, we complain.
When the bus is late, we complain.
When the bus is early, we complain.

The same incident happening may not receive the same reaction from two different people, that's why we complain.

So, I am wondering...if I would stop complaining (even inside my heart), am I able to steer my life into a more positive and brighter path?

It can be a difficult task but I do see people achieving it, that is, to forsake the big 'I' and think more about 'You', 'He', 'She' and 'Them'.

Each and everyone of us must have something to account for, each and everyone of us is a special individual and perhaps you might not be the special one to the person whom you wanted he/she see you as, but we can never deny the fact that we are indeed special.

Let me see the world from a different view and journey through the last two years of my twenties in a sense that when I reached the next stage of my life, I won't start cursing myself for wasting my life away....