M.O.T.H

Finally, I am able to blog in office...yipee!!! Two tedious weeks finally past...and finally today is the last day of May and yes, my pay cheque is in...and one more month to go before I can end the financial year...hopefully everything would go well...

Have tried to create another copy of the company file, but have problem with the verification of the file during the second time of file opening...why is that so??? Hmm...see how lah...

It has been 2 months since I've finished my last elementary stage in jap, how come the school haven't inform us for the 1st stage of intermediate class? Hmm...had tried writing some jap character on paper and err.....getting a little rusty....IT CANNOT BE HAPPENING TO ME!!!! I really need time to polish up my jap before the next lesson starts...

Haiz~ last night, had gotten attacked by a BIG and FAT BROWN MOTH! Irritating BIG AND FAT BROWN MOTH! Both my mother (or was it my sis) presumed that THAT BIG and FAT BROWN MOTH would be a 'HE' for it kept attacking (with intention) my sis and I!

Last night, I was getting really tired so I decided to end my day earlier and gotten up to my room. It was then I saw one annoymous creature snooping above and then TOWARDS me...luckily I managed to dodge it and dashed into my room in order to put my pillow back in my bed...then when I re-enter the corridor, I saw it again inside my mother's room!

This time, it was stopping beside my sis who was already Zzzzzz like a pig...(hehe...well, at least she could be spared from the frantic moment). And you know what? It took off from the bed and ATTACK ME again!

GOSH!

Well, once again I managed to dodge and escaped into the toilet....after finishing with my routine washing...I exited the toilet, this time, with care.....and it was no longer in my mom's room. Once I stepped out of the room...I heard a flapping sound...YES...it was that nasty BIG and FAT BROWN MOTH again!

It was flying around at the corner ceiling of our common toilet before it dash towards me again chasing me all the way to my room (of course, I was screaming like hell even though it was already near midnight!) Then, it was the last straw...I screamed for my mother but we couldn't find any trace of that nasty creature, all the sudden it seemed to disappear into thin air. Any, I decided to warn my mom about the intruder before I locked myself in my room.

Then during morning, just when I had almost forgotten about that attack until I was awoken by my sis' shrilling scream...at first I thought what happened but it was already too late, when I've gotten down to the living room, my sister told me that she saw a BIG and FAT BROWN MOTH 'loitering' outside my room...and I HAVE FORGOTTEN TO CLOSE THE DOOR WHEN I STEPPED OUT OF THE ROOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

To be continued....

Another Time, Another Kiss - Chapter 15

Kotoko stood outside the doctor’s office, hesitating a while before she placed her knuckle against the wooden door. “Come in.” Doctor Yamada responded. Slowly, with some difficulty, Kotoko lowered her hand and reached for the knob.

“Ohayou…” Kotoko greeted in a somehow shaky tone. Despite being an infamous clumsy lady in her circle of friends, her mother instinct was telling her that something bad was going to happen the moment she received a phone call from the doctor during the night before.

“Uchiyama-san...” Doctor Yamada edged forward. “Come, take a seat over here.”

“What is wrong with my daughter?” Kotoko quickly asked.

“As a matter of fact, I’ve good and bad news for you.” Doctor Yamada informed, looking a little apologetic. Both of them were quiet for a second with new worries scribbling through the fold of Kotoko’s forehead.

**

“Kotoko is pregnant.” Doctor Takashi Uchiyama announced the piece of good news to his best friend while they were inside the pantry.

“Pregnant?” Doctor Yamada was in fact shocked rather than happy for his friend upon hearing the news.

“Aren’t you going to congratulate me?”

“Do you think I should?” Doctor Yamada’s eyes widened. To discover that his best friend being so mindless…it was shocking, and he wondered if he wasn’t dreaming this whole thing.

“Why shouldn’t you?” Takashi said, smiling. “I am going to be a father!”

“I don’t suppose you know the consequence of this issue.” Yamada asked him, still stunned by his friend’s attitude towards the serious issue.

“Of course I know.” Takashi finally drew back his smile and stood there with his hands on his hips, thinking.

“Get Kotoko to abort it.” Yamada suggested. “…before it’s too late.”

Takashi’s face grew dark and serious.

“No way!”

“You have no choice!”

“You are a doctor and you should know what would happen to the child!” Yamada was trying hard to make his friend see the whole picture.

“I am not going to kill my own flesh and blood!” Takashi rebutted and his face was turning red with pure anguish.

“You’ve already done that!” Yamada reminded him aloud.

“I don’t know.” Takashi said, shaking his head. “I know it’s not going to be easy, but I really wanted to have my own children.”

“I am not going to kill my own child.” Takashi muttered and looked at his friend. “Don’t ever tell Kotoko about my condition.”

“But…”

“I am sure someone in the future will have a solution for this. Someone will be able to save my child.”

**

“Oh my God,” Kotoko cried out in tears. Her heart was pounding because she couldn’t believe a word from Doctor Yamada. Her stomach felt as if it was doing flip-flops and she had to touch it repeatedly, fearing that she might throw out anytime.

“Kotoko…”Doctor Yamada tried to calm her down but in vain for she seemed to be staring angrily at him, accusing him for the spurious revelation of her husband’s darkest secret.

“Kyoko is only having a serious flu and nothing more than that! Why are you telling me all these unrelated matters?” Nervous and shaky, Kotoko actually fell backwards when she tried to get off from her seat.

Doctor Yamada stared down at Kotoko, the feeling of guilt had nailed his feet to the floor and even the thought of taking a step forward seemed impossible.

“It’s only flu…not…not some illness that you…can’t even…give me a proper medical name!” Kotoko cried again, and struggled to get to her feet, but they just wouldn’t give in to her.

“Baka…”

A familiar word was heard from nowhere and it fell clumsily over Kotoko’s mind as she tried hard to develop some sensible answer. Doctor Yamada looked somewhat relief when he noticed a figure standing behind Kotoko.

“I will save her.”


To be continued…

I hope I can....gone with the wind....

I am now siting inside my room. It has been almost one week that I've not surf the net in my office because I don't even have the time to finish my work! Why is that so?

I feel like blogging, but I can't really find the words to vent my frustration at all. This morning, I was almost pissed off by everything around me. Phone calls, unbalance numbers, phone calls, unbalance numbers....phone calls.

Haiz~ and why do those people from some 'investment companies' getting so persistent? I mean, if the person you are trying to get always seems to be out of the office, then you ought to know that he had his phone calls filtered.

Why do you keep calling and calling and calling???

Urghhhh!

PLEASE STOP CALLING!!!!!

Whoever you are since I don't always manage to hear the name of your company correctly.

I think I've enough blogging for the moment because I need to motivate myself into going into the bathroom and bathe (see! I am so tired that bathing seems like a tedious task and I really need to get my hair washed....)

Last but not least, Aitian-chan, if you are reading this blog right now...sorry for the long silence....you must ganbatte! okay?? Always remember, everything happens for a reason....think positively for you have all the reasons to do that! take care!

Sleepless In Kovan

It's 3:14 a.m. in a wednesday morning and I am here blogging instead of having a tour in my dreamland, yiaks!

Hmm...eversince Sunday, I've been waking up in the middle of the morning and almost not able to get back to sleep. I was quite lucky during Monday but not today, see, now although I am already in a state of needing lots and lots of sleep, my eyes are wide open.

Maybe it's because all those figures kept ringing in my head, keep trying to find ways and methods to balance out the figures and anticipating in so many undone issues. I wonder how an accountant would live his/her life. I mean, only two days and my mind has already been pre-occupied with so much problems pending to be solved and they are actually doing all these thing their whole lives?? hmmm...

Okay, I guess another issue that made me so sleepless would be the aftermath excitement that I've gotten from my first night in Kumon. I don't really want to sound too optimistic about the entire issue for I am a little worried that I might tend to 'le ji sheng bei', but I just couldn't contain my feeling at the moment because I really enjoyed the night!!! Hee~ really can't wait for the next Tuesday night to come, but before that, I need to go through the next few busy nights....

Maybe I will need to stay back in office during this coming Saturday since I still have a lot of filing not sorted out yet. Gosh!

Guess I will just surf around to see if my eyes are willing to shut down because I really need my sleep!!!!!!!!!!!

Wish me luck!

Ja ne

** Continued**

OMG! It's raining right now! Thanks God! Can try to get back to sleep already! Yipee!!

Went checking my mail box since I don't have the time to do so during the past two days... was glad to see that Som is back to read my 'A Point of No Return', really missed those days...

And...I am feeling a little hungry right now...but I cannot stuff anything inside because it would not be the correct thing to do...so I shall enjoy the rest of the raining hours before I rewake at 5:30 a.m. to begin another day of routine...

*runs to the window to check if the rain has stopped*

okay, got to tuck myself back under my blanky!!!

ja!

Another Time, Another Kiss - Chapter 14

Lying in the warm waters of the hot tub, Reiko marked the guide post of the dark night sky - something she had learned from her mother as a child.

“Mama, teach me please. I want to see the North Star!" Little Reiko would start pestering her mother whenever they were in some hot spring during starry nights.

Soon, Reiko located Ursa Major, the "Big Dipper'. Then, extending her right arm to full length, Reiko formed a loose fist with the thumb and little finger pointed out, like a telephone receiver. Using this to sight, she spanned twenty-eight degrees from the tip of the thumb to the top of the little finger, the distance from Debhe, the last star on the lip of the Big Dipper, and found Polaris, the North Star.

“Ha! Found you!" Reiko let out a satisfied smile that didn't last too long. Very soon, her mood was back to square-one -- Frustration.

“Mama, I miss you." Reiko mumbled sadly while letting out a short sigh. Her mother had been away for 3 years and Reiko had lost her only friend who would share her happiness and woes during all these years.

It had been a while since Reiko had used the Jacuzzi that was built in their re-modified backyard. In fact, she had enjoyed this facility with Naoki only once, during their first wedding anniversary. For the rest of the anniversaries, she was always alone, just like today, their 15th year of this mistaken marriage that shouldn't have taken place.

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“Naoki…" It was a rare sight to spot Irie Naoki in a bustling pub during the middle of any nights. However, Reiko was definitely sure that the person who had just made his way to the exit was her prince charming.

“Got to go…" Reiko informed her friends before making her way through the crowded dance floor, the only shortcut to the exit. “Naoki!” Reiko shouted, but received no response from him, he just continued walking and to be precise, he was actually staggering.

Is he drunk? Reiko thought with disbelief, she had never seen Naoki getting drunk before. Reiko quickened her pace and soon, she caught up with Naoki. "Doushite?" Reiko questioned herself when she finally managed to grab hold of a totally drunk Naoki.

“Nan de…" Naoki tried to shake Reiko’s hand away, but he was so drunk that he couldn't even recognize Reiko. As a matter of fact, Naoki had completely changed since Kotoko had left for Osaka without a valid reason. Nobody noticed the change in Naoki during the past two year.

Nobody but Reiko.

If Naoki had lost a pound or two, Reiko would be the first one to notice. When she learnt that Kotoko had chosen a transfer to a hospital in Osaka, she thought Naoki would stop Kotoko from doing so, but much to her surprise, he did nothing.

****

Naoki finally managed to shake off Reiko's hand and continued with his staggers. " Naoki! Wait up!" Reiko didn't have to chase too far as like most drunkards would do, Naoki started vomiting. Reiko hurried over and offered him a pack of tissue.

" Leave me alone! Just go! Go with your Uchiyama…" Naoki slapped Reiko's hand away and fell to his kneels. Finally, he burst into tears.

" Huh?" Reiko couldn't comprehend what Naoki was referring to. At the same time, a piece of paper dropped out from Naoki's back pocket and Reiko quickly picked it up.

And he thought she would never give him up eh? Reiko sighed, shaking her head while she stared hard at the wedding pictures of two happily married people.

To be continued...

What is wrong????

What is wrong right now?

Why did I keep getting myself in trouble with issues related to this supplier?

Haiz~ must be their turn to make my life miserable....First, the CSP (China Shortshipped Product) issue, then the LP(List Price) issue and now, the IMQ (Incorrect Model Quotation) issue...what's next????

Now, I would feel very guilty whenever I am facing Larry....feeling so useless and incompetence right now because of all those mistakes made....sad.....Feeling really frustrated because I don't really know what would happen next?

I really have had enough of all these craps!!!

Tonight, I will be going to another Kumon centre for observation, and guess what? Received an e-mail from the previous Kumon centre asking me if I am interested in taking the vacancy.

Why now?

Really wanted to take it since I had already planned to vacant out my Mondays and Thursday for the rest of the year. But since they told me during last week that they don't need any more staff, I've made another arrangement for other plans.....should I reject the offer?

Well, maybe I should see if I like the environment in the other Kumon centre during tonight before answering their e-mail.

Misery

Feeling a little miserable right now.

Don't really want to find myself an excuse for this misery for I deserve it anyway.

Dejected...

I am feeling very dejected right now...

First of all, I am really looking forward to tonight's work and then I received a SMS informing me that they don't need any new staff and will give me a call when there is a lack of manpower in the future.

Why is that so? If that is the case, why asked me for the interview and then allocate me for the training during tonight?

I am so sad....haiz~ earning extra bucks can be so difficult at times...haiz~

Via MSN, my sis comforted me, saying that maybe it's fated and there must be a reason behind this sudden change, well, in fact, I already had this bad feeling after the interview that night, but I just set it aside.

All things do happen for a reason, right? So, I should be able to take this sudden impact....right? hmmm....it can be hard, but I know I would get by....give me strength........

Today isn't really a good day for me...first of all, I was late for work. Then, a horrible realisation of the shortshipped goods to China...why is that so??? Haiz~ Why did I type 210 pcs instead of 420 pcs in the P/O??? DOUSHITE???

Hopefully I am able to do something to cover this before anything drastic might happen.

Then, had spent the entire morning in the warehouse for the unloading of today's container, the weather was so hot and so was my temper...feeling so frustrated about everything...so many things need to be completed.....

Haiz~ now, I just hope that the shortshipped issue would be resolved as soon as possible and now, come to think of it, I don't really mind the extra $$ that I've missed...maybe when the day they needed more people would be the day I can have those extra $$...hahaha...