A Nobody's Business...

Friday, October 21, 2005

TO ALL THE IDIOTS OUT THERE: Don't ever insult the word 'Stupid'...

I don't know why...but recently I found my tolerance towards certain kind of people getting thinner and thinner.

Is it because of the fatigue?

Fatigue slowly wearing off my immunity towards those self-centered creatures and to have my day so easily ruined? Hmmmm......

I am not so sure. Really not sure...but one thing I am sure of is that I am facing a test...to be exact, a retest....

which I don't really want to fail for I had once flung it.

Today, my procastination is getting better...though I am now blogging when I should be working, I've managed to complete quite a few tasks I had ignored during last week. I've completed them...and I am on my way to complete more...

Today, I admit that the comment made by a customer "I am not stupid okay?" on the phone was really getting to my nerve.

The definition of 'Stupid' :- unintelligent; slow-witted; uninteresting; in state of stupor

I don't understand, why would he or she presume that people were thinking that he or she is stupid when people never had that thought in mind? Maybe he or she had met up with so many other nasty people that he or she just wouldn't understand that there are still people out there trying to help him or her in solving his or her problem rather than thinking of him or she as a stupid person. Or maybe he or she is just trying to be an idiot?

The definition of 'Idiot' :- person too deficient in mind to be capable of rational condult...

So when one person tried to prove to people that he or she is not stupid by showing off his or her status in certain field or how high his or her IQ is after saying 'I am not stupid okay?" What is he or she trying to prove anyway when nobody really care about those status or IQ of his or hers?
Hmmm...I wonder

As a matter of fact, I don't really have any hard feelings for that pathetic human, who was just being frustrated because his or her faucet is not working properly, who wouldn't?
I am just wondering why I had gotten so pissed off by this when I've had heard more nasty remarks in the past?

So pissed off that I need to blog it out?

Perhaps, I myself is one hell of a big idiot as well who's heart is getting narrower and narrower without knowing it?

Well, at times, it really makes oneself to feel better at heart to admit oneself as an idiot rather than to call others idiots.

Case closed because I am feeling better right now. (Or am I?)

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Hate this feeling...

I am feeling very grouchy right now.

It's one of those feelings that I don't really wanted to have, but now I am having it.

Gosh!

I hate this feeling and sometimes, I hate myself.....hate it!!!!!!!!!!

Go away~ go away~

Wanted to elaborate more on why I am feeling this way, but can't seem to do it...haiz~ perhaps I should keep reminding myself to stay calm and look at things in a different perspective...then, I wouldn't have to feel this way anymore..