Risk...

When come to business...nobody wants to take risk...why?

Very pathetic is it?

If you dare to take risk and you succeeded in what you've done... people would applause you for being a far sighter.

If you dare to take risk and you failed miserably... people would laugh at you, calling you silly...

Then, who will take the risk?

I don't know... I prefer trusting...but then, this is something that can no longer stand in the world of business...

I hate it...

Wondering....

Sometimes, I wonder, what if I've had lived up to fifty and only to realise that I've done nothing at all in my life. What will happen to the rest of another ten years, twenty years or more? Am I going to continue the same way of living, or can I make a difference?

I've seen people living miserably and I would start to wonder what will happen to me if I am in their shoes? How would I feel the moment I open my eyes every morning, only to know that today will be as miserable as yesterday? What kind of mentality must I use in order to face my life? Will I be able to break free from this cycle? Will they think of the same thing too?

I wouldn't say I am now living miserably, or else it would be an insult or disrespect to those who are in fact living miersably every day, every hour, every minute, every second...but I don't really know if I am now living or just surviving? It is a question I would ask myself at the end of each day.

I've a five-day week job.

I've a part-time job which I like.

I've a family.

I've friends.

I've a religion.

I've a television.

I've a mobile phone.

I've a shelter.

I've clothes.

I've food.

I live a nice country.

I stay in a nice flat.

I've a computer.

I've a vcd player.

I've playstation 2.

I've books.

I've VCD.

I've a lot of many other things which I don't really need... what more can I ask for?

If I were another person and to look at myself. I don't think I would like myself.

Why?

I am finding the answer too.

In the meantime, I shall continue tolerating with this person and hopefully she will change for the better and tolerating will no longer be the word to be used.

Lady...stay alert and think before you speak or do.

I want to like you.

Please don't make me hate you till the day I closed my eyes and never to have them open again.