To all 'True' Lovers out there....GANBATTE!!!

Spent two nights finished watching the 16-episode korean drama 'Foxy Lady'.

Unbelievable huh? haha....

Watched 10 vcd (i.e. 10 hours) on Sunday (from 5 p.m. till 3 a.m.) and 6 vcd (i.e. 6 hours) during last night (from 8 p.m. till 2 a.m.)

If you asked me, well, this is another good series to watch but I don't really know why the preview (on TV) was trying to mislead the viewers by showing that this is a drama emphasizing on sex more than true love (As according to what the preview in TV: The female role was trying to gain as much sexual experience in order to pen down articles because she was working as a reporter/chief editor for one porno magazine)

A bad move....bad bad preview editor....

Why would I want to purchase this VCD even when the preview was not really appealing?

Well, as I was browsing through at the VCD shop for one Taiwanese drama, I accidentally saw this VCD and decided to read the storyline and realized that it was totally different from what the preview had shown.

Furthermore, since there was a 20% discount on the already quite cheap pricing, I decided to purchase it.

In fact, didn't really pin too much hope when I was watching the first episode since I don't really know who the male roles are and only knew that the female role was actually the female role in another korean drama 'Chun ri' (which I've only watched the first episode because the storyline was so slow-moving despite having Zhao Ren Cheng in that drama).

BUT....

I WAS WRONG....

The storyline is good after all...

There are alot of scenes that really touched my heart....very sweet...nice and romantic....but does such guy really exist in this world??? I wonder...

Nevertheless, really enjoyed the content and sometimes, although reality is harsh, no harm indulging yourself in a world where TRUE AND SELFLESS LOVE really EXISTS.....at least during that 16 hours of VCD watching....I do believe that it has once existed....hehee

Gosh....having an urge to re-watch the drama...hahaha.....*must resist temptation*....

Okay lah....maybe I am getting a little negative on the issue of 'True Love'....but I still believe a good relationship won't last just because of 'Love'....it requires lots of effort put in by two people who would cherish this 'relationship' due to 'love'.....

SO,

TO ALL 'TRUE' LOVERS OUT THERE.....

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!GANBATTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hated this feeling....

This is the first post since I've turned 30.

Had a little argument with my brother just now while we were on our way home. Felt very bad partly because I knew this unhappiness could be avoided if my EQ were a little better during that moment, but alas, like always, I screwed it up again!

Feel like crying now... in fact, my eyes are already swelled with tears as I am typing this blog. What is wrong with me anyway? Haven't I learnt any lessons from all those ordeals of mine?

Bad girl....

Lousy girl...

Never liked myself anyway....no wonder I keep making so many mistakes...why would I treated myself good if I never liked myself in the first place? Why am I going through all these emotional ordeals again? Hated it...hated it....hated it....

Why couldn't I just admit I am just one stubborn mule who is always in denial?

Why couldn't I?

I am really sick of my own personality...what can I do to change it? Of course, only I myself can change it...to make it better or make it worse.

But at this very moment...I just HATED MYSELF...for doing all the incorrect things....hated this feeling....